northern lights.: Archive

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For once, you’re not lost to me This is...

Sep 11th

Just to clear the air.

Honestly, I’m embarrassed that I have to do this at all. But apparently I’ve established myself as a heart-sleeve-toting douche. Lol. No, the recent cover of Marvin’s Room by Drake that I posted is not a personal attack on any individual. Obviously, in light of recent events, the content of the song seems to coincide with whatever feelings I should have at the present time....

Jul 16th

Don't read me!

You are the squiggles on my math homework where I fall asleep. You are the scratches on the wheels of the car I drive that isn’t even mine. You are the smudged sharpie lyrics on my desk, taken from songs I don’t even listen to anymore. You are the pair of headphones I used for years before one side broke (I still use them). You’re the guitar pick necklace I used to wear; that one...

Jul 12th

I still hate Tumblr.

But I figure there’s really no other place to write about this. So eh. I’ll be a hypocrite for a couple minutes. Inspiration is fickle. It’s a lot like a candle. It flickers, it wavers, it dims and it extinguishes. It’s hot, painful; and sometimes it’s just not enough. This analogy is horrible. I apologize. Now I’m gonna digress. But like. It all comes...

Jul 11th

Jan 22nd

17 notes

oh, you're just so intriguing.

i find it kinda funny how you tweet more when we’re fighting; kinda like you don’t need me or something. but you don’t. we’ve established that already. and it’s cool that you’re tired of me, i just wish you had the nerve to say it. since i’m writing this, that makes me a hypocrite. and that’s all i’ll ever be!

Jan 22nd

too much

My mama said, “life goes on,” And I nodded and spread out my wings So I left the nest, her only son Do birds only leave in the spring? I fell from the sky, a bullet of blue Shot from the mouth of a gun, that’s where you Found your old pride, oh she didn’t hide The lovers we thought we knew I think it’s best, To lay them to rest They won’t rise now,...

Jan 22nd

I'm not a hypocrite.

Wait.

Jan 21st

maybe a hug would've helped.

Jan 11th

nine months.

the rest of our lives to go.

Jan 10th

“owl always love you.”

Dec 24th

hi love.

I know you’re not following me, but sometimes I wonder if you look at my page sometimes. Or something. Or maybe someone will find this post and tell you about it. I wonder! I was just gonna leave it at that, but I can do better. Cuter. LOOL. Naw. But thank you for your christmas present. I think I can honestly say it’s one of the; if not the best christmas presents I’ve ever...

Dec 24th

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Dec 8th

41,877 notes

this is way weird. what am I doing on here?

Dec 8th

I'm homesick and romesick... that is, I'm sick of...

Jul 2nd

forget everything that's happened in the last...

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Jun 26th

3 tags

Jun 25th

1,055 notes

Yep. I posted it 'cause it's cute. :)

 GAH MARHIELLE.
-         marrhielle; says: (12:34:38 AM)
 GO TO SLEEP WOOMAN
- [b][c=1]†cɑrℓonɑthɑn.[/c][/b] says: (12:34:43 AM)
 ALMOST
- [b][c=1]†cɑrℓonɑthɑn.[/c][/b] says: (12:34:44 AM)
 im
- [b][c=1]†cɑrℓonɑthɑn.[/c][/b] says: (12:34:44 AM)
 brushing
- [b][c=1]†cɑrℓonɑthɑn.[/c][/b] says: (12:34:45 AM)
 my teeeth
- [b][c=1]†cɑrℓonɑthɑn.[/c][/b] says: (12:34:46 AM)
 then i have to
- [b][c=1]†cɑrℓonɑthɑn.[/c][/b] says: (12:34:48 AM)
 digest the toothpaste
- [b][c=1]†cɑrℓonɑthɑn.[/c][/b] says: (12:34:48 AM)
 after
- [b][c=1]†cɑrℓonɑthɑn.[/c][/b] says: (12:34:50 AM)
 then sleep
- [b][c=1]†cɑrℓonɑthɑn.[/c][/b] says: (12:34:51 AM)
D: 
-         marrhielle; says: (12:34:57 AM)
 UWIFNJKRAEUG;DFJKZGEA YOU DONT EAT THE TOOTHPASTE AHAHAAHA
- [b][c=1]†cɑrℓonɑthɑn.[/c][/b] says: (12:35:13 AM)
 I KNOW!!!
- [b][c=1]†cɑrℓonɑthɑn.[/c][/b] says: (12:35:13 AM)
 but
- [b][c=1]†cɑrℓonɑthɑn.[/c][/b] says: (12:35:15 AM)
 dont you
- [b][c=1]†cɑrℓonɑthɑn.[/c][/b] says: (12:35:16 AM)
 ingest osme
- [b][c=1]†cɑrℓonɑthɑn.[/c][/b] says: (12:35:16 AM)
 ?!
-         marrhielle; says: (12:35:36 AM)
 LOOOOOOL YOU AMAZE ME

Jun 25th

4 notes

i deleted our complete text history today. it...

i’m really going to miss you.

Jun 24th

are you ready for a heart, heart, heartbreak?

if this is about you, don’t read it! haha. oookay. so this is where we stand. as much as i don’t like to admit it, i have no idea what’s going to happen. a lot can happen in two months; and chances are these next two will pull us apart. if that’s the case, then i had fun and i enjoyed it. thank you for teaching me so much about myself. i don’t really know what to say;...

Jun 24th

ASJFLKSJGLDJGDGHJAHFKJADSHFKAJDHG I'M FU--....

Jun 24th

raaaaaaaaawr. raaaaaaaawr. raaaaaaaaawr.

it honestly feels like there’s a pit at the bottom of my fucking stomach. i don’t understand how i fuck up so goddamn much. sometimes i wish i was smart enough to drop my pride; and man enough to lose my insensitivity. but most of all, i wish i could say i know you are. oh; right - hi, you. yes. this is about you. awkward? not really. this is like the last one all over again, minus the...

Jun 23rd

pisses me off when someone says shit like "Justin...

markmejia: or anyone else that actually can sing. like, damn, let’s hear you sing as good as that then? didn’t fcking think so. don’t throw that “____ can’t sing!!!” shit around so much. ok, for autotune, that might be a different story, but i mean.. come on. honestly, even when someone does abuse autotune in a track, i can tell if they really know how to sing, just by the runs that they do and...

Jun 23rd

girls without makeup ftw.

Jun 23rd

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Jun 23rd

1,561 notes

am i pissed right now? yes. but at least the exam...

now, night-planning, shower-taking, song-writing, and.. possibly sleeping.

Jun 23rd

Jun 22nd

feeling emotionally icky. gross!

Jun 22nd

FUH YES. 53/55 PRACTICE PROVINCIAL NO CHEATING....

Jun 22nd

1 note

no sé que hacer contigo. ¿te adoro, o no? me dices...

do i need to speak in spanish? no. do i enjoy the sexiness it possesses? yes.

Jun 22nd

socials 11 provincial tomorrow. i am SO incredibly...

Jun 22nd

18,639 notes

You make me a little bit crazy / And I make you a...

jessebarrera: -Jess Penner

Jun 22nd

39 notes

Jun 22nd

Jun 21st

1 note

gah! stereomood chill playlist ftw.

currently listening to the chillest medley ever while i think! it’s not thinking music, but i think it’s helping me chill and helping me think chill-y. and chill thoughtfully. i’m not making much sense right now! but oh well. life goes on, and i go on living - live on! someday i’ll wish upon a star, and wake up where the clouds are far behind me. (don’t worry, be...

Jun 21st